Monday, January 2, 2012

Nonsensical nonsense

omg I find myself so irritating now and she's like so irritated so i'll just blog to calm myself down yeah so yesterday meet up with bros and shit and the day before met up with amerlin to chill

nothing really special happens these days and i feel like i am living a life without meaning. why am i even alive. Give me a reason. give me a definition. i feel like i don't belong anywhere not a geek not cool not nerd not smart I am like a guy without personality a guy just to waste the earth's resources and die like he once were

she made my life have meaning she is the meaning of me and every time i made her laugh it becomes the happiest day of my life and every time she pushes me away i am like falling to the deepest pit of hell. people you love most can really hurt you the most seriously. i wanna know her better i wanna be her friend till the end of time. i don't even make sense now. my points are everywhere. my gp is going to fail. i am not gonna talk to her today she really seems irritated omg fuck darnit

i wanna donate my heart and die pleaseeeeee.


just give me a reason to do itttt.

posted by Loner at 10:28 PM

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